I would like to tell you, this reflection should be confidential. Somehow, nobody will read my blog right?

...So, keep calm and continue reading...

In the name of Allah, the most beneficent the most merciful.

First of all, I am blessed and grateful to be selected as a crew of the annual event, “Program Jelajah Alumni” 2016 edition. 

This my first time attending the induction program. To be honest, I felt depressed. I can’t present courses at my best performance. Watching other presenter deliver their messages without flaws makes me feel down. Last minute study was a mistake. I told myself “this is it. I’m done”. I thought I won’t go any further.

Then came the sunshine to my rain.

Someone asked me back then, “can you create a simple montage?”. “Like that Viva Video? I can try.” That was an honest answer from me. Her question came up with positive auras, make me feel alive. 

A voice inside my head told me, “there’s still hope. Make it happen”. At the end of induction, she spoke out. I still remember those words. “This is the name for OC in KM Kulim ……. Multimedia, will be announced later.” She makes me curious. I can’t sleep at night thinking about it. Am I rejected? Does she believe in me? Those voices repeated again and again.  

Okay. Let’s stop the drama. The story ended. You know I got the job. I won’t be here if I didn’t make it. Lame...

Let’s go to the summary of the real program. 

The bed was good although we need to tidy up at first. The food was great. DS prepares sweet drinks every single time we eat. I love it.

Thanks to the KMKu’s counselor for helping us a lot. Despite I was working with them in a very short period, I am very happy. Their credits are precious and inspire us all.

      

The students were WICKED! But in their own way. I can’t believe what was happen during the closing ceremony. We were bullied by them to perform more than we planned. I was like hypnotized to dance Balada and Penguin together which those dances are not in the list of our program. How cool are they as a stranger to spontaneously play these songs from one of our crew's laptop and dance together?

Most important. I really love the crew. We might not perfect. But together, we are perfecting each other. That is how our friendship turns into a bond and the bond could never be lost. Believe me. I feel blessed to had a chance working together with them. I can’t make it any further. It makes me cries while typing this. How I miss you guys. I will always remember you in my prayers.

Last. We had successfully completed our task. Give a big clap to ourselves for making this dreams realized.

Memories may be beautiful and yet what’s too painful to remember we simply choose to forget. Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened. Thanks for this beautiful memories. May Allah bless us.

My name is Naqib Ikhwan. This is my reflection.

p/s: neglect grammar errors while reading this reflection.